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Zoë · God's life
The threads He wove through my story
My testimony, in the order it happened, 2023 to fall 2026
Zoë is the Greek word for life, zōē. It's the word for "life" in John 14:6 Greek: "Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me"John 14:6. His life is the thread running through everything I've written here.
The more I studied my testimony next to Scripture, the more it kept answering itself. Walking it in order, I can see each sign was lined up with the one before it 💛
🏮 Each lantern is one day of my story. Tap one to jump there, or just keep scrolling 💛
🌱 Before the fire
2023 to early 2025, in my old home: the first things that fell
Before about December 2023 exact date unknown📖 A book fell from the sky with my name in itMy very first dream, and the very first thing that ever fell.
What happened
I was lying in a sunny field when a book fell from the sky and landed on my right side. I got up, walked over and picked it up. My name was in it. In the dream I knew what it said, but when I woke up I couldn't remember the words.
What I found in Scripture
Luke 10:20"your names are written in heaven"tap to turn over ✨
"but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven"Luke 10:20
Revelation 3:5"the book of life"tap to turn over ✨
"I will not blot out his name out of the book of life, but I will confess his name before my Father, and before his angels"Revelation 3:5The same verse says they'll be "clothed in white raiment."
"Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of lights"James 1:17My whole testimony is things falling, and the very first was a book coming down from heaven.
💛 Where it starts: before anything else fell, a book fell with my name already written in it. Everything after this is Him showing me who wrote it.
About December 2023 to August 2024 while I was pregnant🩸 The iron pills flew off my nightstandWhile I was carrying Elliana, at night, in our old home.
What happened
While I was pregnant with Elliana, a bottle of iron pills flew off my nightstand at night while I was in bed. It came well after my dream of the book.
What I found in Scripture
Jeremiah 1:5"I knew thee"tap to turn over ✨
"Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee"Jeremiah 1:5
Psalm 139:16"in thy book"tap to turn over ✨
"Thine eyes did see my substance, yet being unperfect; and in thy book all my members were written"Psalm 139:16
1 Samuel 1:27"For this child I prayed"tap to turn over ✨
"For this child I prayed; and the LORD hath given me my petition which I asked of him"1 Samuel 1:27Elliana's name means "my God has answered."
💛 How it lined up: the book showed me my name was already written. Then, while Elliana was still being formed, something fell beside me in the night, and Psalm 139 says even her members were written in His book before she was born.
February 2025 old home, Elli about 5 months old🦁 The walker sang, and a toy lion flewI asked, "Maryann, if that's you, will you do something else?"
What happened
I was sitting in the kitchen with Elli in her jumper when her walker started playing music out of nowhere.
Maryann passed from cancer in that home, so I first thought the falling things were her. I said, "Maryann, if that's you, will you do something else?" A toy lion flew off the kitchen island.
Mary's own name sits inside "Maryann."
What I found in Scripture
Zephaniah 3:17"with singing"tap to turn over ✨
"The LORD thy God in the midst of thee is mighty; he will save, he will rejoice over thee with joy; he will rest in his love, he will joy over thee with singing"Zephaniah 3:17The walker's music, while my baby sat in her jumper.
Revelation 5:5"the Lion of the tribe of Juda"tap to turn over ✨
"Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof"Revelation 5:5
Acts 17:23"TO THE UNKNOWN GOD"tap to turn over ✨
Paul found an altar "TO THE UNKNOWN GOD" and said, "Whom therefore ye ignorantly worship, him declare I unto you"Acts 17:23
Acts 17:27"not far from every one of us"tap to turn over ✨
"That they should seek the Lord, if haply they might feel after him, and find him, though he be not far from every one of us"Acts 17:27
1 Samuel 3:8, 10"the third time"tap to turn over ✨
"And the LORD called Samuel again the third time... And Eli perceived that the LORD had called the child"1 Samuel 3:8. Then Samuel answered, "Speak; for thy servant heareth"1 Samuel 3:10
John 20:15-16"supposing him to be the gardener"tap to turn over ✨
Mary, "supposing him to be the gardener"... then "Jesus saith unto her, Mary. She turned herself, and saith unto him, Rabboni; which is to say, Master"John 20:15-16Mary thought He was someone else until He said her name. I first thought it was Maryann.
💛 How it lined up: in my old home it was the iron pills, then the walker's music, then the lion, and the third sign is the one that pointed to Jesus, just like Samuel's third call. The Lion in Revelation 5:5 is the one who "prevailed to open the book," and a book is where my story started. I reached out not knowing who was there, and He answered anyway.
Is something in your life trying to get your attention right now?
I didn't understand mine at first either. He still speaks, and He knows your name. "Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not"Jeremiah 33:3
🔥 Fall 2025
The night that changed everything for me
Thursday, September 18, 2025🔥 The earth on fire, and Israel keptI was taken up to see the earth burning, with a scale of fire almost at the top.
25 Elul 5785 (26 Elul after sunset). It was Elul, the month of repentance, just four or five days before the Feast of Trumpets. 25 Elul is the day Nehemiah's wall around Jerusalem was finished, and Jewish tradition holds it as the day the world was created.
What happened
I was taken up to a bird's-eye view of the earth. The whole earth was on fire with a fervent heat. Beside it was a scale made of the same fire, measuring the time left. It was almost at the top, about an inch away, and Jesus impressed on me that once it reached the top, judgment and purification were coming.
When I looked back, God let me see Israel, completely untouched, with a wall of fire around her.
When I was taken up, it seemed like I saw a wooden beam, as if I were standing behind it. All through the vision the Lord kept impressing on my spirit, "It's almost at the top."
What I found in Scripture
Zechariah 2:5"a wall of fire round about"tap to turn over ✨
"For I, saith the LORD, will be unto her a wall of fire round about, and will be the glory in the midst of her"Zechariah 2:5
Exodus 12:22-23"strike the lintel"tap to turn over ✨
"take a bunch of hyssop, and dip it in the blood... and strike the lintel and the two side posts", and "the LORD will pass over the door, and will not suffer the destroyer to come in"Exodus 12:22-23The lintel is the wooden beam over the door. I watched from behind a wooden beam.
1 Peter 2:24"on the tree"tap to turn over ✨
"Who his own self bare our sins in his own body on the tree, that we, being dead to sins, should live unto righteousness"1 Peter 2:24Standing behind the wood, the judgment I saw wasn't aimed at me.
Genesis 32:28 · Isaiah 43:1"no more Jacob, but Israel"tap to turn over ✨
My brother's nickname, Jake, is Jacob. "Thy name shall be called no more Jacob, but Israel"Genesis 32:28. And "O Jacob... O Israel, Fear not: for I have redeemed thee, I have called thee by thy name; thou art mine"Isaiah 43:1
💛 How it lined up: the signs in my old home showed me He was there. This vision showed me what He is doing: judgment coming on the earth, and His own kept. I stood behind a wooden beam, the way Israel stayed behind the blood on the lintel at Passover, and that beam would point straight to the next sign. The Israel I saw kept safe in the fire carries the name of the man my papa nicknamed my brother after. That's a sweet promise I'm praying over Davin 🙏
Thursday, April 2, 2026 Maundy Thursday and Passover🛁 Alabaster walls, and a little tub that bowedExactly 28 weeks after my fire vision, Thursday to Thursday.
15 Nisan 5786, the first day of Passover itself, and Maundy Thursday too. The counting of the Omer, the fifty days to Pentecost, began that night.
What happened
Before we moved into our new home in early April 2026, my mother-in-law Alicia sent Sherwin-Williams colors, and I painted the kitchen and living room Alabaster white without realizing how it would tie together.
That same day, Alicia's little porcelain bathtub decor fell off the shelf above her toilet onto the tile floor and didn't break, shatter, crack or chip. It landed face down with its little legs up, in the bathroom where I was going to pray, while Alicia and Kevin weren't home. I hadn't asked for anything yet.
It was Maundy Thursday, the day the church remembers Jesus washing His disciples' feet, and 15 Nisan, the first day of Passover itself.
What I found in Scripture
Isaiah 65:24"before they call"tap to turn over ✨
"And it shall come to pass, that before they call, I will answer"Isaiah 65:24The tub fell before I had prayed a word.
Exodus 12:46 · John 19:36"neither shall ye break a bone"tap to turn over ✨
Of the Passover lamb: "neither shall ye break a bone thereof"Exodus 12:46. Of Jesus: "A bone of him shall not be broken"John 19:36The tub fell on Passover and stayed whole.
Psalm 51:7"whiter than snow"tap to turn over ✨
"Purge me with hyssop, and I shall be clean: wash me, and I shall be whiter than snow"Psalm 51:7A washing tub and fresh white walls, on the same day.
Hebrews 9:19"sprinkled both the book"tap to turn over ✨
Moses took "hyssop, and sprinkled both the book, and all the people"Hebrews 9:19
Mark 14:3"an alabaster box"tap to turn over ✨
A woman came "having an alabaster box of ointment of spikenard very precious; and she brake the box, and poured it on his head"Mark 14:3That box was broken to pour out the anointing, while Alicia's tub stayed whole like the Lamb whose bones weren't broken.
Isaiah 60:18"thy walls Salvation"tap to turn over ✨
"Thou shalt call thy walls Salvation, and thy gates Praise"Isaiah 60:18I painted our new walls Alabaster white and anointed our home with oil, and in my vision God put a wall of fire around Israel.
The weeks are exact on the calendar. I'm not putting a number meaning on them, just showing the rhythm I noticed.
💛 How it lined up: the beam I stood behind in the fall pointed straight to Passover, and Passover came on a Thursday, exactly 28 weeks later. Hyssop put the blood on that beam, hyssop washes "whiter than snow," and hyssop sprinkled the book. So on the very day of the lamb came a little washing tub, fresh white walls, and a reminder of the book my name was written in.
Easter Sunday, April 5, 2026🌅 Alicia told me, three days laterThe news reached me on the morning the tomb was found empty.
Easter fell inside the week of Passover. Counted the way most Christians count it, "the morrow after the sabbath" (Leviticus 23:11), it was the Feast of Firstfruits, the day Christ rose as "the firstfruits of them that slept" (1 Corinthians 15:20).
What happened
Alicia told me about her tub on Easter Sunday, exactly three days after it fell.
To her it was probably something small she didn't give much thought to, but I believe God put it on her spirit to share it with me.
After that, I started praying and asking Jesus for confirmation.
What I found in Scripture
Luke 24:1"bringing the spices"tap to turn over ✨
The women came to the tomb for an ordinary job, "bringing the spices which they had prepared"Luke 24:1, and walked into the greatest news ever told.
John 20:18 · John 4:28-29"she had seen the Lord"tap to turn over ✨
Mary "came and told the disciples that she had seen the Lord"John 20:18. The woman at the well "left her waterpot" and ran to say, "Come, see a man"John 4:28-29
Psalm 68:11"those that published it"tap to turn over ✨
"The Lord gave the word: great was the company of those that published it"Psalm 68:11When I looked at the Hebrew, I learned "those that published it" is a feminine word: the women who carry the news. Hebrew
💛 How it lined up: the tub fell on the feast of the lamb, and the news reached me on the morning the tomb was found empty, through a woman, just like the first Easter. Mary was the first to carry it, and her name was right there inside Maryann's.
Monday, April 13, 2026 our new home🕰️ I prayed, and the clock fell at 10:52"Make something else fall in the name of Jesus, Amen."
26 Nisan 5786, the 11th day of the Omer count, and the day Jewish law records as the day Joshua died. At sunset that same evening, Yom HaShoah began, when Israel remembers the six million.
What happened
In the bathroom I prayed aloud: "Father, if the things that fell were from You, could you give me another confirmation and make something else fall in the name of Jesus, Amen."
As I walked out, the kitchen wall clock crashed down face down and stopped at 10:52. It didn't break.
His presence blanketed our new home, and I fumbled my words telling Riley on the phone. I called him at 10:18.
The very first thing I did was pick up Elliana, because the Spirit led me to. Her name means "my God has answered."
The clock pointed me to Mark 10:52, blind Bartimaeus at Jericho.
What I found in Scripture
Mark 10:52"followed Jesus in the way"tap to turn over ✨
"And Jesus said unto him, Go thy way; thy faith hath made thee whole. And immediately he received his sight, and followed Jesus in the way"Mark 10:52
Isaiah 65:24"while they are yet speaking"tap to turn over ✨
"before they call, I will answer; and while they are yet speaking, I will hear"Isaiah 65:24The clock fell right after my "Amen."
Isaiah 65:25"the lion shall eat straw"tap to turn over ✨
The very next verse: "The wolf and the lamb shall feed together, and the lion shall eat straw like the bullock"Isaiah 65:25
Isaiah 65:17-23"they shall build houses"tap to turn over ✨
The same chapter: "I create new heavens and a new earth" (65:17), "they shall build houses, and inhabit them" (65:21), "They shall not labour in vain... and their offspring with them" (65:23) Isaiah 65:17-25
Philippians 2:10"every knee should bow"tap to turn over ✨
"That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow"Philippians 2:10I said "in the name of Jesus, Amen," and the clock went down on its face.
John 19:29-30"he bowed his head"tap to turn over ✨
"they filled a spunge with vinegar, and put it upon hyssop... he said, It is finished: and he bowed his head"John 19:29-30
Isaiah 6:4-8"Here am I; send me"tap to turn over ✨
As I read Isaiah 6, I saw my day in it: "the posts of the door moved... and the house was filled with smoke", then "Woe is me! for I am undone", then "Here am I; send me"Isaiah 6:4-8
A sweet echo I noticed, and I hold it gently: all three times from April 13 land in Mark 10. I already knew 10:46 and 10:52. I called Riley at 10:18, and in Mark 10:17-18 a man comes running and kneels, asking how to "inherit eternal life," and Jesus says, "Why callest thou me good?"
💛 How it lined up:
It was the same prayer I prayed in Maryann's house: "if that's you" and "something else." The first time I reached out not knowing. This time I said His real name, and the house filled like Isaiah's temple.
The tub fell "before they call," and eleven days later the clock fell "while they are yet speaking." The very next verse names my lion lying peacefully beside the lamb.
Two things went down face down and stayed whole, the tub and the clock, like His bowed head on the cross right after the hyssop, the same little plant that tied the blood to the beam I stood behind.
Elliana, the baby I was carrying when the iron pills fell, was the first one I picked up: "my God has answered."
Tuesday, April 28, 2026🛣️ My white light dream on the road"This is it." "It's happening, this is it."
11 Iyar 5786, the 26th day of the Omer count, or the 27th if my dream came after sunset, since a Hebrew day starts at sundown.
What happened
In the dream it was an everyday daytime, with trees along the side of the road. Riley was driving our car, and I was in the back seat right behind him, leaned over his seat with my arms wrapped around his chest.
We both saw the brightest white light, getting brighter and brighter where the road meets the horizon, brighter than the sun. I said, "This is it," and Riley said, "It's happening, this is it," right before I woke up.
To me it was a vision of His return.
What I found in Scripture
Proverbs 4:18"more and more unto the perfect day"tap to turn over ✨
"But the path of the just is as the shining light, that shineth more and more unto the perfect day"Proverbs 4:18
Isaiah 25:9"Lo, this is our God"tap to turn over ✨
"And it shall be said in that day, Lo, this is our God; we have waited for him, and he will save us: this is the LORD; we have waited for him, we will be glad and rejoice in his salvation"Isaiah 25:9"This is it," we both said.
John 1:4-5"the life was the light"tap to turn over ✨
"In him was life; and the life was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not"John 1:4-5"Life" here is zōē again.
Song of Solomon 8:5"leaning upon her beloved"tap to turn over ✨
"Who is this that cometh up from the wilderness, leaning upon her beloved?"Song of Solomon 8:5I was leaning over Riley's seat with my arms around him.
1 Thessalonians 5:4"not in darkness"tap to turn over ✨
"But ye, brethren, are not in darkness, that that day should overtake you as a thief"1 Thessalonians 5:4We recognized it right away.
💛 How it lined up: two weeks after my clock pointed me to a blind man who "followed Jesus in the way," I was on a road, watching the light rise. First came white walls and a washing tub, "whiter than snow," and now the brightest white light.
Thursday, April 30, 2026 the morning he told me🏙️ Riley's white light visionI asked God to show him too, and by morning He had.
The morning Riley told me was 13 Iyar 5786. At sunset that same evening, Pesach Sheni, the "Second Passover" (14 Iyar), began, one month after Passover. It's the second chance God gave to anyone who missed the first (Numbers 9:10-11).
What happened
The night of Wednesday, April 29, I laid my head down praying. I asked God to reveal to Riley the same thing He had shown me the night before.
The next morning, Thursday, April 30, Riley woke up and told me about his white light vision.
In it, Riley was lying on his back in a road, looking up at skyscrapers. He heard sirens and saw a bright light coming down, with intense tunnel vision.
That same Thursday, at sunset, Pesach Sheni, the "Second Passover" (14 Iyar), began. It was four weeks to the day after Alicia's tub fell on Passover, Thursday to Thursday.
What I found in Scripture
Matthew 18:19"if two of you shall agree"tap to turn over ✨
"Again I say unto you, That if two of you shall agree on earth as touching any thing that they shall ask, it shall be done for them of my Father which is in heaven"Matthew 18:19I asked for Riley to see what I saw, and by morning we both had.
Daniel 2:18-19"revealed... in a night vision"tap to turn over ✨
Daniel and his friends asked God for "mercies of the God of heaven concerning this secret", and "Then was the secret revealed unto Daniel in a night vision"Daniel 2:18-19A prayer at bedtime, answered in the night.
Genesis 41:32"the dream was doubled"tap to turn over ✨
"the dream was doubled unto Pharaoh twice; it is because the thing is established by God, and God will shortly bring it to pass"Genesis 41:32
Numbers 9:10"in a journey afar off"tap to turn over ✨
The Second Passover is God's second chance for those who were unclean or "in a journey afar off"Numbers 9:10-11The Second Passover began the evening of the day Riley told me. Might be a stretch, but in my dream we were on a road. A few verses later, the same chapter describes fire over the tabernacle at night (Numbers 9:15).
Ecclesiastes 4:9-10"Two are better than one"tap to turn over ✨
"Two are better than one... For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow"Ecclesiastes 4:9-10
Amos 3:3 · Hosea 6:2"Can two walk together"tap to turn over ✨
"Can two walk together, except they be agreed?"Amos 3:3. And "After two days will he revive us: in the third day he will raise us up, and we shall live in his sight"Hosea 6:2
💛 How it lined up: I prayed for God to show Riley what He showed me, and the very next morning Riley woke up with it. I saw the light on the road, and he saw it coming down over the city: the same dream, doubled, because "the thing is established by God." And the day he told me, the Second Passover began at sunset, four weeks to the Thursday after the tub fell on Passover.
Thursday, May 14, 2026 Ascension Day☁️ Ascension DayThe end of the forty days He was seen after rising.
27 Iyar 5786. At sunset that evening, Israel began Jerusalem Day (28 Iyar), remembering June 7, 1967, when the Old City and the Mount of Olives came back into Israel's hands. The Mount of Olives is where He went up (Acts 1:12).
What happened
Ascension Day fell on Thursday, May 14, 2026, two weeks after Riley's vision.
Looking back, my clock (April 13), my white light dream (April 28) and Riley's vision (April 30) all came inside the forty days between Easter and Ascension.
What I found in Scripture
Acts 1:3"being seen of them forty days"tap to turn over ✨
He "shewed himself alive after his passion by many infallible proofs, being seen of them forty days"Acts 1:3
Acts 1:10-11"shall so come in like manner"tap to turn over ✨
"behold, two men stood by them in white apparel; Which also said, Ye men of Galilee, why stand ye gazing up into heaven? this same Jesus, which is taken up from you into heaven, shall so come in like manner as ye have seen him go into heaven"Acts 1:10-11Riley was lying on his back looking up, and we both saw white light.
John 20:17"I ascend unto my Father"tap to turn over ✨
To Mary at the tomb: "go to my brethren, and say unto them, I ascend unto my Father, and your Father; and to my God, and your God"John 20:17
John 14:19"because I live"tap to turn over ✨
"Yet a little while, and the world seeth me no more; but ye see me: because I live, ye shall live also"John 14:19The same chapter as "I am the way, the truth, and the life," where "life" is zōē.
The Thursdays are exact on the calendar: my fire vision, the tub, Riley's vision and Ascension, 28, 4 and 2 weeks apart. I'm not putting a number meaning on them, just showing the rhythm I noticed.
💛 How it lined up: everything from my clock to both white light dreams fell inside the forty days He was seen alive, and on the fortieth day the angels promised He'll come back the same way He went. The Thursdays drew closer each time, 28 weeks, then 4, then 2. And before He went, He promised, "because I live, ye shall live also." Life, zōē, is my own name, and it's the thread through it all.
When did you last ask God, out loud, to show you He's near?
I asked out loud in my bathroom, and as I was walking out of the room, He answered. "Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you"Matthew 7:7
🍂 Summer to fall 2026
A night of dreams
The night of Saturday, October 10, into Sunday, October 11, 2026 my newest dreams🌙 A dock, a hollow tree, a house, and Riley's dreamI had three dreams that night, and Riley had one. Every one of them reached back to what came before.
30 Tishrei 5787, the last day of the month of the fall feasts and the first day of Rosh Chodesh, the new moon of Cheshvan. Many Jewish teachers count Noah's flood as beginning in Cheshvan.
These are the dreams from the night of October 10 into October 11, 2026, the newest in my story. I'm walking them in the order they came, and under each one is what it lined up with from earlier.
🥾 1. The dock and the boots
Riley and I walked down to a dock by the water. On the ground were two black work boots, and under them were two hundred dollar bills. They were fake, but in the dream I thought they were real. It felt deliberate, like a setup, and like someone was watching or about to come out from under the dock to do something to us. So I peeked under the dock, and no one was there.
John 20:5, 11"she stooped down, and looked"tap to turn over ✨
"And he stooping down, and looking in, saw the linen clothes lying"John 20:5. Mary "stooped down, and looked into the sepulchre"John 20:11I bent down to peek under the dock, and no one was there. Empty boots left lying, like the linen clothes.
1 Peter 1:18-19"not... with corruptible things"tap to turn over ✨
"ye were not redeemed with corruptible things, as silver and gold... But with the precious blood of Christ, as of a lamb without blemish and without spot"1 Peter 1:18-19Money that looked real but was fake, set out like bait.
💛 Lines up with: Easter, when the news came that the tomb was empty and Mary stooped to look in. And Passover, the day of the Lamb whose bones weren't broken, the only price that's real. Two boots, two bills, and two of us, just like the two white light dreams.
I was on a road, driving, and looked up at a huge hill. At the top was an enormous tree laid over on its side. It was old and hollow, and it looked like it might slide down the hill. In the dream I kept saying how big it was. It never slid. I just kept driving on.
Luke 18:35, 42-43"Receive thy sight"tap to turn over ✨
"A certain blind man sat by the way side begging"... "And Jesus said unto him, Receive thy sight: thy faith hath saved thee. And immediately he received his sight, and followed him, glorifying God"Luke 18:35-43Light on the road comes first in Luke, right before the tree.
Luke 19:1, 4"a sycomore tree"tap to turn over ✨
"And Jesus entered and passed through Jericho", and Zacchaeus "ran before, and climbed up into a sycomore tree to see him: for he was to pass that way"Luke 19:1-4In Luke, this is the very next scene after the blind man near Jericho.
Psalm 121:3"thy foot to be moved"tap to turn over ✨
"He will not suffer thy foot to be moved: he that keepeth thee will not slumber"Psalm 121:3It looked ready to slide, and it never did.
In Luke, the scenes after the blind man go tree, house, money, then a master who goes away and comes back. In my night the money came first, so I hold the exact order gently. The pictures are all there.
💛 Lines up with: my clock. 10:52 pointed me to blind Bartimaeus at Jericho, and in Luke the very next scene is a tree by the road. I was on a road again, like in my white light dream. And like Israel in the fire, what looked ready to fall stayed right where it was.
Riley and I ended up in someone else's house. We were eating their food and rummaging through their things. I kept walking to the door that looks outside, and I saw a black car, but I knew no one was in it, so I thought maybe no one lived there. As I walked back up to the door, a man appeared from the left side and started walking up to the door. I knew the owner was coming home. I freaked out and tried to pick up everything we had messed up, but there wasn't enough time. I looked out a window and saw about four men sitting outside. One turned back toward me, pointed his finger at me and asked something like, "Does he know you? Does he know you're here?" Then he got up to come in too, and I believe that's when I woke up.
Matthew 28:6"He is not here"tap to turn over ✨
"He is not here: for he is risen, as he said"Matthew 28:6The car was there, and I knew no one was in it.
John 10:14"am known of mine"tap to turn over ✨
"I am the good shepherd, and know my sheep, and am known of mine"John 10:14"Does he know you?"
Luke 19:12-13"Occupy till I come"tap to turn over ✨
"A certain nobleman went into a far country to receive for himself a kingdom, and to return. And he called his ten servants, and delivered them ten pounds, and said unto them, Occupy till I come"Luke 19:12-13Right after the tree and the house in Luke: a master goes away and comes back.
Mark 13:35-36"the master of the house cometh"tap to turn over ✨
"Watch ye therefore: for ye know not when the master of the house cometh, at even, or at midnight, or at the cockcrowing, or in the morning: Lest coming suddenly he find you sleeping"Mark 13:35-36
John 14:2"In my Father's house"tap to turn over ✨
"In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you"John 14:2The same chapter as my Zoë verse, John 14:6.
💛 Lines up with:
My very first dream. The question at the window was "Does he know you?" and the book that fell in the sunny field had already answered it: my name was in it.
Easter. An empty car, like an empty tomb: "He is not here."
Mary in Maryann's house. The owner coming home is the Master, the very word Mary called Him at the tomb: "Rabboni; which is to say, Master."
Zoë. The chapter of "the way, the truth, and the life" opens with His Father's house.
That same night Riley dreamed we were down in the big ditch in our backyard, and suddenly there was a group of people with us. They were all coming up out of the ditch when they heard the buzzing sound of a missile coming. It dropped and they all hit the ground, but they survived. Riley stood up stunned.
Psalm 91:5-7"the arrow that flieth by day"tap to turn over ✨
"Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day... A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee"Psalm 91:5-7The missile was the arrow that flies, and everyone got back up.
Psalm 40:2"out of an horrible pit"tap to turn over ✨
"He brought me up also out of an horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock"Psalm 40:2They were all coming up out of the ditch.
Isaiah 54:17"No weapon"tap to turn over ✨
"No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper"Isaiah 54:17The missile fell, and it didn't win.
To be fair, Riley has been taking in a lot of missile news lately, and dreams soak that up, so I hold this one gently.
💛 Lines up with: every season of my story has something kept. Israel was kept in the fire, my little tub and my clock fell and stayed whole, the hollow tree never slid, and everyone stood back up after the missile. Things fall, and what's His is kept. And once again the Lord gave Riley a dream right beside mine, just like the white light.
After Papa went home to be with the Lord, my mama saw him. There were several huge, tall pillars, and Papa was standing on top of one of them, way up high. She was standing on another one, and she was freaking out, calling out to him, mouthing her words, trying so hard to reach him. But Papa was just so happy. As happy as he could be, and all lit up. He looked different, illuminated, like light was coming from him.
Revelation 3:12"I will make a pillar"tap to turn over ✨
"Him that overcometh will I make a pillar in the temple of my God, and he shall go no more out"Revelation 3:12Jesus Himself promised to make His overcomers pillars, and they never have to leave.
Matthew 13:43"shine forth as the sun"tap to turn over ✨
"Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father"Matthew 13:43Papa was illuminated. Jesus said His righteous ones would shine.
1 Corinthians 15:42-43"raised in glory"tap to turn over ✨
"So also is the resurrection of the dead. It is sown in corruption; it is raised in incorruption: It is sown in dishonour; it is raised in glory: it is sown in weakness; it is raised in power"1 Corinthians 15:42-43He looked different because he is different now: no more weakness, only glory. Even Jesus, after He rose, "appeared in another form" (Mark 16:12).
Psalm 16:11"fulness of joy"tap to turn over ✨
"In thy presence is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for evermore"Psalm 16:11That's why Papa was so happy. He's in His presence.
1 Kings 7:21two pillars, side by sidetap to turn over ✨
"He set up the right pillar, and called the name thereof Jachin: and he set up the left pillar, and called the name thereof Boaz"1 Kings 7:21The two pillars at Solomon's temple. Jachin means "He shall establish," and Boaz means "in it is strength." Papa on one, Mama on another.
🏛️ Raised up higha little historytap to turn over ✨
In ancient Rome, people raised tall columns to honor someone they loved and admired. Trajan's Column still stands in Rome, about 115 feet tall, and a statue of Trajan once stood right on top. People have always put the ones they love up high.
💛 What I'm holding on to: Mama, when you were mouthing your words to him, I thought of Hannah. "Only her lips moved, but her voice was not heard" (1 Samuel 1:13), and God heard every word anyway. Papa is standing tall where he'll never have to leave, he's full of joy, and he's part of the "great cloud of witnesses" cheering us on (Hebrews 12:1). You were freaking out, but he wasn't worried about a thing. One day you won't have to call out to him at all. I love you, Mama.
I love my brother, and I believe God is working on his heart.
When we were little, our papa gave Davin a nickname: Jake, after Jacob. I never thought much about it back then. Now I see that Jacob was a man God never let go of. God made him promises before Jacob ever answered, held on to him through a long night, and gave him a blessing and a new name by morning. Davin's story is his to tell, not mine. I just want to share what I'm praying for him, and the promises I'm holding on to.
Genesis 28:15"I will not leave thee"tap to turn over ✨
"And, behold, I am with thee, and will keep thee in all places whither thou goest... for I will not leave thee, until I have done that which I have spoken to thee of"Genesis 28:15God said this to Jacob first, before Jacob had said a word to Him.
Genesis 32:26, 28"except thou bless me"tap to turn over ✨
"I will not let thee go, except thou bless me... Thy name shall be called no more Jacob, but Israel"Genesis 32:26, 28The long night ended in a blessing.
Philippians 1:6"he which hath begun a good work"tap to turn over ✨
"Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ"Philippians 1:6In His timing, not mine.
💛 What I'm holding on to: the Israel I saw kept safe in the fire carries the name God gave Jacob, the name my papa gave my brother. God is patient, and He finishes what He starts. I love you, Davin.
None of this started with me. Tap each light, from my nanny down to my daughter, and watch the line of faith light up 🏮
The line of faith in my family starts with my nanny, the way Timothy's started with his grandmother Lois.
"One generation shall praise thy works to another, and shall declare thy mighty acts"Psalm 145:4
Paul wrote that the faith in Timothy "dwelt first in thy grandmother Lois, and thy mother Eunice"2 Timothy 1:5.
Mama, you're right there between Nanny and me, the way Eunice stands between Lois and Timothy. I hope that when you read this, you see your own threads woven all through it. I love you, Mama 💛
After Hezekiah was healed, he wrote his testimony down, and it ends, "the father to the children shall make known thy truth"Isaiah 38:19.
This page is my written record, so the ones who come after me will know what He did.
Her name means "my God has answered." The Sabbath before she was born, the reading was "Can a woman forget her sucking child... yea, they may forget, yet will I not forget thee. Behold, I have graven thee upon the palms of my hands"Isaiah 49:15-16. On her very first Sabbath, they read "And all thy children shall be taught of the LORD; and great shall be the peace of thy children"Isaiah 54:13.
When she was about 18 months old, I told her to say Jesus, and when we were outside she looked up and reached for the sky. "Out of the mouth of babes and sucklings thou hast perfected praise"Matthew 21:16
"The lines are fallen unto me in pleasant places; yea, I have a goodly heritage."
These are the threads that kept running from one season of my story into the next. Tap one, and the lanterns it ties together light up 🏮
🕯️ My prayer
Father, thank You for every single thing You let fall, and for everything You kept from breaking. Thank You for writing my name in Your book before I ever knew to look for it.
Jesus, thank You that before I called, You answered, and while I was still speaking, You heard. Thank You for the women You sent with the news, for Riley beside me in the dreams, and for my sweet Elliana. Keep our home covered by Your blood, and keep us watching the door until our Master comes home.
Holy Spirit, keep teaching me to see Your threads, and let this testimony point everyone who reads it straight to You, the way, the truth, and the life. In the name of Jesus, Amen 💛
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💭 Type your dream and see the Scripture for the pictures in it
God has always spoken in dreams, and I'd love for you to bring yours here. Type it out, and I'll show you Scripture and little nuggets for the pictures in it, to pray over with Him.
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📅 My dreams on God's calendar
Here are the seasons of my story laid out on the Hebrew calendar. A Hebrew day starts at sundown, so a dream that came at night can belong to the next day. Tap any day to see what happened 🌙
a dream or a sign in my storya feast or a holy day
🌪️ My tornado dream came the night 10 Nisan began, the day the lamb is brought into the house.
🛁 My little tub fell on 15 Nisan, the first day of Passover itself.
🌅 Alicia told me on Easter, Firstfruits, the day He rose.
🏙️ Riley told me his white light vision the same day Pesach Sheni, the Second Passover, began at sundown.
🔥 My fire vision came on 25 Elul, just days before the Feast of Trumpets.
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🦋 Before and after
Some moments in my story came out of hard, scary, or confusing seasons. Tap one to turn it over and see how God answered it later 💛
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🧵 Tap any two moments and see the thread He wove between them
✨ Pick one moment, then another
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🔤 My name, Zoë, means "life." Type any first name to see what it means, where it comes from, and a few sweet nuggets about it 💛
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👴 I love finding out who in Scripture was my age and what God was doing in their life. Type your age and see who was walking with Him at yours 💛
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🕰️ The times I keep seeing
When the same time keeps catching my eye, I like to open the Bible to it, chapter and verse. Type a time and see what's written there 🌙
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👑 Which Bible person are you like?
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🤍 Before you go
Thank you for walking through my story with me. I have a little blessing for you.
"The LORD bless thee, and keep thee:The LORD make his face shine upon thee, and be gracious unto thee:The LORD lift up his countenance upon thee, and give thee peace."Numbers 6:24-26
If you've never asked Him in
Everything in my story points to one Person. Jesus is the way, the truth, and the life, and He's been calling your name too. If you want to know Him, you can pray this with me, right where you are:
Jesus, I believe You are the Son of God, that You died for my sins and rose again. I'm sorry for the ways I've gone without You. Come into my heart, wash me clean, and be my Lord. Thank You for knowing my name. Amen.
"That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved"Romans 10:9
"There is joy in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner that repenteth"Luke 15:10 Welcome home. Heaven is celebrating you right now, and so am I 💛
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Isaiah 65:24
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"Declare his glory among the heathen; his marvellous works among all nations." 1 Chronicles 16:24
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The iron pills
While I was pregnant, old home
A bottle of iron pills flew off my nightstand at night while I was lying in bed, carrying Elliana.
🌟 Made in the starswhere iron comes fromtap to turn over ✨
Iron is forged deep inside stars and scattered across the heavens when they burst. So the iron in my blood, and in Elli's, came down from the sky first.
🩸 Why I needed itiron and a baby on the waytap to turn over ✨
Iron is what lets blood carry oxygen. While a mama is carrying a baby, her blood grows by almost half again, which is why I was taking those pills in the first place.
🩸 The life is in the bloodLeviticus 17:11tap to turn over ✨
"For the life of the flesh is in the blood"Leviticus 17:11Iron builds blood, and the bottle flew while new life was growing in me.
👑 A rod of ironRevelation 12:5tap to turn over ✨
"And she brought forth a man child, who was to rule all nations with a rod of iron: and her child was caught up unto God, and to his throne"Revelation 12:5A woman with child, iron, and being caught up, all in one verse.
🤍 Known before she was bornJeremiah 1:5tap to turn over ✨
"Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou camest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee"Jeremiah 1:5He already knew my Elliana while the pills were falling.
💛 My God has answeredher nametap to turn over ✨
Elliana means "my God has answered." Like Hannah said of Samuel, "For this child I prayed; and the LORD hath given me my petition" (1 Samuel 1:27).
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The toy lion
February 2025, old home
I said, "Maryann, if that's you, will you do something else?" and a little toy lion flew right off the kitchen island while Elli sat in her jumper.
🦁 The Lion of JudaRevelation 5:5tap to turn over ✨
"Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Juda, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book"Revelation 5:5I asked who was there, and what fell was the symbol of Jesus. The Lion is the one who opens the book.
🔊 A roar you can hear for mileslion facttap to turn over ✨
A lion's roar can carry up to about five miles across open land. A tiny toy lion, and the message still carried.
🏡 The family catlion facttap to turn over ✨
Lions are the only big cats that live together as a family, called a pride. My lion fell right in the middle of my little family's kitchen.
💪 Bold as a lionProverbs 28:1tap to turn over ✨
"The wicked flee when no man pursueth: but the righteous are bold as a lion"Proverbs 28:1The courage I had later, when I prayed on April 13.
📣 The lion hath roaredAmos 3:8tap to turn over ✨
"The lion hath roared, who will not fear? the Lord GOD hath spoken, who can but prophesy?"Amos 3:8Now I can't help but speak about what He's shown me.
👶 A little childIsaiah 11:6tap to turn over ✨
"The calf and the young lion and the fatling together; and a little child shall lead them"Isaiah 11:6My baby girl was right there in her jumper when the lion flew.
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The book from the sky
Thursday, February 26, 2026, a dream
I was lying in a sunny field when a book fell from the sky and landed on my right side. My name was in it.
📜 A book of remembranceMalachi 3:16tap to turn over ✨
"And a book of remembrance was written before him for them that feared the LORD, and that thought upon his name"Malachi 3:16God keeps a book with names in it.
🤍 Written before I wasPsalm 139:16tap to turn over ✨
"And in thy book all my members were written, which in continuance were fashioned, when as yet there was none of them"Psalm 139:16My story was in His book before I ever knew to look.
☁️ The book of lifeRevelation 3:5tap to turn over ✨
"I will not blot out his name out of the book of life"Revelation 3:5In Greek it's the book of zōē, and Zoë is my name.
🌙 A book read at nightEsther 6:1tap to turn over ✨
"On that night could not the king sleep, and he commanded to bring the book of records of the chronicles; and they were read before the king"Esther 6:1My book dream came on 9 Adar, five days before Purim, the feast of Esther, whose story turns on a book opened in the night.
📚 Where "Bible" comes fromword facttap to turn over ✨
"Bible" comes from the Greek biblia, "the books," named after Byblos, an old port city that traded the papyrus books were written on.
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Alicia's porcelain tub
Thursday, April 2, 2026, Passover
Alicia's little porcelain bathtub decor fell off the shelf onto the tile floor and didn't break, crack or chip. She told me on Easter Sunday.
🔥 Made strong by fireporcelain facttap to turn over ✨
Porcelain is fired at around 2,300°F, so hot that the clay turns almost to glass. The fire is what makes it strong enough to land on tile and stay whole.
🔥 Tried with fire1 Peter 1:7tap to turn over ✨
"That the trial of your faith, being much more precious than of gold that perisheth, though it be tried with fire, might be found unto praise and honour and glory"1 Peter 1:7Fired clay, and faith tried by fire.
🏺 Treasure in clay2 Corinthians 4:7tap to turn over ✨
"But we have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God, and not of us"2 Corinthians 4:7Two verses later: "cast down, but not destroyed" (2 Corinthians 4:9).
🐑 Not one bone brokenExodus 12:46tap to turn over ✨
"Neither shall ye break a bone thereof"Exodus 12:46It fell on Passover, the feast of the lamb whose bones weren't broken.
💧 The washingJohn 13:5tap to turn over ✨
"After that he poureth water into a bason, and began to wash the disciples' feet"John 13:5A tub is for washing, and it fell on Maundy Thursday, the day Jesus washed their feet.
🌾 How the matter will fallRuth 3:18tap to turn over ✨
"Sit still, my daughter, until thou know how the matter will fall"Ruth 3:18Naomi, the Bible's most famous mother-in-law, said this, and it was my mother-in-law who brought me the news.
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The clock at 10:52
Monday, April 13, 2026, our new home
I prayed, "Father, if the things that fell were from You, could you give me another confirmation and make something else fall in the name of Jesus," and our kitchen clock crashed face down, stopped at 10:52.
👁️ Mark 10:52the time it stoppedtap to turn over ✨
"And Jesus said unto him, Go thy way; thy faith hath made thee whole. And immediately he received his sight, and followed Jesus in the way"Mark 10:52Blind Bartimaeus asked, and Jesus answered. I asked too.
🧱 Fifty and two daysNehemiah 6:15tap to turn over ✨
"So the wall was finished in the twenty and fifth day of the month Elul, in fifty and two days"Nehemiah 6:1525 Elul was the day of my fire vision, when Israel stood safe inside a wall of fire.
🔔 Clocks began as bellsword facttap to turn over ✨
"Clock" comes from the old Latin word clocca, "bell." Some of the first mechanical clocks were built to ring the hours of prayer.
🙇 Face downRevelation 7:11tap to turn over ✨
"And fell before the throne on their faces, and worshipped God"Revelation 7:11My clock didn't break. It just bowed.
🤱 Taken up in His armsMark 10:16tap to turn over ✨
"And he took them up in his arms, put his hands upon them, and blessed them"Mark 10:16The first thing I did after the clock fell was pick up Elliana, and this is six verses before 10:52.
⏳ A time for everythingEcclesiastes 3:1tap to turn over ✨
"To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven"Ecclesiastes 3:1He stopped the clock right on His time.